在这鬼地方呆了一个多月了，但心中还不断抱着一线的希望，希望师训的上诉会带来好消息。在这儿，种种的压力压得我喘不过气。学业上嘛，那两年的课程要在一年之内学完，一个chapter最多就只能在三个小时内学完，不明白的可多着呢，谁会理你呢？再加上那一堆砂拉越来的Straight A+’s，一些瞧不起人的脸孔，更让我倍感压力！再加上一大堆damn烦的assignment，quiz，presentation，test，exercise，而且分数都会影响年终的大考，真damn烦！至于朋友嘛，老实说真有够烂的！表面上微笑着，但心里正挥着刀想你冲来呢！虽说是朋友，但甚少为你着想！都以自己的益处为先！志同道合更不用说了！Vincy，Ah yang，Vis 哥，Tey，Zheng，Ho 哥，还有5 SETIA的战友们，你们在哪？生活可好？真想死你们啦, 这儿的人情可真烂透了!要吃顿饭，还要跑下四楼去，填饱肚子后还得爬回四楼的宿舍！Damn it！回到宿舍，又要面对那个从不开金口的室友，还有他那臭气逼人的鞋味，真够反胃的！寂寞啊寂寞，为了远离寂寞，我只能逼自己读书，听一听收音机，偶尔上一上网，看一看what’s up to all my friends at Keningau! 但每当在FB看到6RS班gathering的照片里少了我的影子，才发觉原来我早已离开那里，才想起我不再属于那里，才知道我还没能接受这事实！我放不下那里的一切，我真的放不下！它像个烙印，不时的在心里隐隐作痛着…
u overthink lar.. == jia u.. bfore u get something good u have to pass throught evey SUCK thing.. so +you lor haha.. 1 year ony bha sure u cn survive d.. hehe ^^
ReplyDeleteyea i'm good...haha...some one more brave liao o...put own picture...can de...do one thing that's out of your comfort zone every single day...you'll find your life change more...like approach a girl...go visit some where or do something you thought might be crazy...but in the end...you'll never regret ^^
ReplyDeleteeverybody say the thing i want to say le..u should do something crazy there... ur room mate is that one with straight A's?
ReplyDeleteno lah, just some bumi...Yang! really miss u guys! miss my fren there! miss the teachers! miss the atmosphere! miss the class 5 setia n 6RS!hate it rite here!SUCKS!
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