I'm not ok...

My new doing, simple yet terrible english but good enough for my first time.

I once was an ordinary boy

As happy as you can say

I laugh all the way to the bay

and across the farm surrounded by maize

I’m now totally different from those days

I can’t smile when watching show at Broadway

For my coat is all a wet

By the tears coming down my face

I can’t even grin watching tv in the café

When there’s Emma,Chloe,Claire and all those babes

I worked hard and bled in pain

Just for people whom I care

But I got nothing for the pay

A wrestler that’s beaten and never awake

For he knows it’s time to let his dream away

And slowly the hope fade

I had enough with my life this way

And I’ll sit still until the Judgement Day

I might say hey

When I see you on the roadway

But in fact

I’m not okay.

大白兔奶糖

记得今年春节妈咪买了一些糖,
吓！竟是久未闻已久的“大白兔奶糖”！
要知道我年幼时每个新年总少不了它呀！
妈妈看出了我的意思,
赶紧劝我别把糖都吃光
得留些给小孩子呀！
正当我把糖塞进嘴里时,
“突然好想你 你会在哪里 过得快乐或委屈…”
铃声响了 我瞄了一下
“nite fren, gud dreamz, GBU^_^…”
是她线来的。

犹记得那是去年根华的Rimup,
我早已决定要在当天和你来一个合照。
7am 我还没准备好
8am 我还在犹豫
9am 你正在和好友聊天 待会儿吧
9:57am 管你的 ，我来啦！
我鼓起勇气 叫了你一下
“喂 可以跟你拍照吗?”
你委婉地说：
“哎呀 我酱矮 ok啦！”
我马上把相机交给啊阳，说：
“拍好一点啊 一次过！”
正当你站到我旁边时，你靠的好近好近
真有点把我给吓着了。
你手臂微微的碰到了我的手臂
隐隐约约 暖暖的 羞羞的
（讲我是nerd也好啦 我是真的从来没有跟女孩有酱的close contact）
9:59am 咔嚓！

哎呀
想下想下 嘴里的奶糖就酱吃完了喔
真想来多一粒 又怕妈咪骂喔
唉 真想回到Rimup当天
靠着你的手臂 暖暖地
犹如儿时的大白兔奶糖
嚼着嚼着 甜甜地

我真的好想你
不知道你现在 到底在哪里
徒留回忆 冷冷地 静静地

Yeah,yeah, I know!
Negative-thinking again right?
But this is who I really am,
And I’m born this way.
In other words,
“I am who I am”!